A fresh start

2 weeks flew in a snap while I was still in the midst of semi-conscious on things whirling around me, still disbelieves that another phase of student's life had began a fortnight ago. Lectures started as usual and we've been introduced with a whole new level of knowledge where there's a lot of practical classes compared to our first year. Basically there are optech and prosthetic labs where we'll be spending most of time for the rest of our second year doing projects and learning new things over there. As far as I concerned, it's ain't gonna be an easy job since I've been told that re-do will be our best friend during the classes. Hence, I promised I'll be a well learner and stop mitigating works and assignments, violating them with reckless attitude, which is my very me back in first year. :P

Our prosthetic lab

Tools provided during optech

Friends of course is the first thing we've been looking forward to be with when new semester started. Happy faces resembles a mouthful of sweet candies that makes you burst in delightment but you still couldn't get enough. There are laughters and catch ups surrounding you, the most frenzy yet exciting tune you ever heard at that moment. And we made few hang outs too, nothing crazy, just a warm simple hang outs with friends.

A very fresh start. :P

I'm running out of words so that's all for now I guess. Wish me luck peeps! :)

A friend in need is a friend indeed

Consider how much time consuming life is, how things constantly change throughout couple decades of life, when life is pretty much a roller coaster ride where in an absurd moment you found yourself plummeting straight down to ground at time you reckoned you were at the highest peak a very short moment ago, you know you would need someone who willingly to remain beside you riding the same roller coaster and grow old with you throughout another decades of life.

This friend I tell you is no ordinary friend of mine. She has been there through my worst years yet she never left. It always this friend who crossed immediately in mind when things run chaos and haywire. It always this friend when you tell you don't want to talk bout it so she remain silence yet remind you that she's still around whenever you need her. It always this friend who offer you good advices when you reach dead end and see no way things going to work out. It always this friend that embraces you as a fine person when you sees yourself in nothingness. When the right person is there all this time would you ask for more?

Last month, where the moon of Ramadhan was about to dwindle to its' precious few, at last I get to spend few hours with her after 2 years haven't see her face and the only magical device that keep us attached is handphones. Since she's studying at Sarawak, so it is almost impossible for us to meet up frequently. That few hours were unexplainable fun. We talked and chatted excessively. We laughed till stomach cracked resounding the audio with the most horrifying laughters till few strangers gave us that bizzare look. Too bad we got no extra days to spend together because she was going back to her hometown Kedah for Raya celebration the next day. But that few hours were just precious so I couldn't be happier. I am looking forward to meet her next year since we have sketched big plans for our long holidays. Hopefully everything turns out well.

It's true that we all have our priority. In my case, uni's friends are my priority now, I spend most of my time with them. I'm having excess fun and no doubt they are awesome friends indeed. But over all the priorities, this friend is part of my life, we bond great friendship since we were in highschool. Hence, let's bring it till what futures could hold instead of let it as another memories. :)

Penang Trip with The Penangites.

It had been few months away since the last time the meets up with zealous girls, closest friends from my high school year, happened. I was overwhelmed when we finally managed to have a small gathering again last week. It's just a mini group, where only half of us were coming, while the others are occupied with their uni's schedules. Spending time and repeating the high school memories all over again never sounded boring instead, it gave a sudden urge of wanting time to untangle to its' precious few. A warmth feeling sprawled among us when we flipped through the journal of our final year at school. So funny till we couldn't stop laughing, couldn't believe it have been almost 3 years now.

We spent 3 days 2 nights at Yana's house and our main event was jungle trekking and boating. It's very rare to happen that we prefer doing this kind of sports but we decide for this one time, we shall give it a try, at Taman Negara P.Pinang. For me personally, it turns out great and a whole new experience for us, despite we disbelieve we could actually done this at the first place. My favorite part was the boating of course, which I know they would say the same too. The tempestuous wave during the boating was very exciting and fun! I hope to have it again next time. The rest of the trip include the food marathon at Padang Kota Lama and queens, Kerang Bakar was always a favourite (except for Wawa, haha!). Yummay!

Camwhoring plays the major role as always, so here you go.

Credit to Yana for the edit.

Am looking forward to meet the others and have a complete gathering next time. That would be fun! Guess that's all for now, I'm signing off.

xo Aida

Don't worry be happy.

I remember when I stand as a child, me and mum came to KL for the very first time of my lifetime, visiting my aunt back to 7 or 8 years ago. It was an eager moment at time I see KL reveled in luxury and frenzy with my own eyes after years of spending time in front of tv's screen knowing about it. KL with it's own cacophony of city traffic strangely was exciting. One day aunty brought us to a sanctuary store, which there contain an old man selling various types of stones and jades which I wasn't quite into it but mum in the other hand, was very much into it. I didn't know how was their conversation but turns out discovered that this old man is a fortune teller and she asked mum to show her palm. After a few mumbles this and that, mum in her amaze mode asked him "what do you think of my daughter?" and what happen next evoke intense memory of him even now, where I stand as an adult. He looked at me, staring deeply into my eyes with his subtle smile, it was a long quite before I flinched from him and he said "this girl is a hardcore thinker".

Not to say I believe in those fortune teller thingy but in that case, I couldn't agree more with him. I knew since I was a kid I have my own perspectives, I observed people and I think. Even now, I have this habit of randomly picked stranger I saw across the road, or sitting at the bus stop or eating at the mcD and imagined what would I do if I was him/her, where would I go after this, what would I say. Weird much? haha

For me personally, thinking is good, thinking grows sharp perspectives. But the only question is, would you rather to see glass through half full or half empty? Thinking is cue towards a better life yet, it somehow dangerously can twirl your mind and developed an absurd worry. Worry is helpful in terms of concern, solicitous etc, but the other half tells you, you've been thinking too much, twirling your mind with ping of thoughts and turns out you feeling intimidate by your own thoughts.

I believe there were days I've been thinking too much till I started to worry out of nowhere. It's a negative side of me that I never been proud off. But to know that there is always a tiny space where you can find forgiveness and learn to be a better you, you just have to convince yourself. So I stop being mean and forgive myself. Eventually (especially now) I learned to stop seeing glass through half empty. As far as I'm concern, I am still a happy person and I enjoy observing people. Like they said, life is too short to worry much. :)

Which one is you?

"nobody's perfect" or "nothing's perfect" or "perfection is boring" is a familiar quote in which have the capability of bringing it intense effect apart from very appeasing to us as human being. For so many centuries, we've been nurtured that human and perfection doesn't blend together in defense with simple acceptable reason; nothing is perfect. But does it actually brainwashed our mind that we should stop seeking for perfection and be grateful with one simplicity? Does it increase the clarity of the quotes we've been overwhelmed with? My answer is no. The fact that human nature themselves reluctant of seeing that nothing is flawless, is the reason why. Human nature is the key.

Let's make a brief representation of people and perfection with people when buying shoes, different people have different preferences. And we can observe three different type of them.

First, the one that well satisfied with a pair of comfortable shoes, despite of its' brand, either it is well known brand or not. Doesn't bother if it's a pair of moderate shoes as long as one comfortable with it. They chose security over perfection.

Second, the one that willing to spend extra time in a mall to search for a pair of perfect shoes and comfortable enough. Well known brand, attractive and edgy with gold quality genuine leather, of course with good cushioning just so it prevent sore feet, that when you put it onto yours you know it's the one you've been searching for. It takes extra time and extra cash, but worth buying indeed.

Third is a masochist type, willing to bear with soreness felt at their feet as long as the shoes are perfect in their eyes, with well known brand that one can held head high and walk with proud nudging everyone. The pain is pleasurable as long as one can be vain about how perfect the shoes are.

So which one is you? the type that well satisfied with what life have offered you? or the type that willing to make some sacrifice, chasing the perfection and at the same time it promising you the sense of secure? or the type that rummage for perfection eventhough you are well aware that it's gonna hurt you?

Langkawi with lalings.

Last week I spent some quality time with my girlfriends. The Langkawi trip was super fun and I couldn't get enough with it. We took the snorkeling package and for me, it's quite reasonable so there's no way I would let go this big chance since I never snorkel before. And hell, it was super awesome! We snorkeled at Pulau Payar and the place was stunning, with bluish crystal clear water and white gritty sand. I never been this braved to get into the sea with lotsa fishes before. And I marveled how beautiful the scenery underneath the surface of the sea. You can see all those colorful fishes and the further you get from the beach, the more things you can discover with your naked eyes. And of course despite from snorkeling, we burned our cashes by buying lotsa chocolates and perfume. We all know Langkawi is a heaven of duty free shops so, voila!

These girls are super awesome and we're planning of another trip next semester hols! I really looking forward to have more fun with them. Yeahhh!

xo Aida

Fashion Of Love

Love comes in variety shape, people batching for affection and attention everyday from the one their love. Love towards God, families, friends, and life-partners come with different meaning and different way. In this urban life, fashion of love have evolved, where tradition is over-masked by the needs of satisfaction and probably desperation. To me personally, love isn't about searching for a date through facebook, announced yourself in a relationship and proudly saying that you're in love. But we can see how modernization have left all the tradition behind, and make everything too easy and grabbable. To make it easy, you can see through media how the love film nowadays have been massively related with social network. Call me un-cool, or narrow minded, I really don't mind at all. When it comes to humanity, I am a little bias, I overwhelmed my opinion with emotion, because love is all about emotion and spirit. That's what I believe.

I learned that love is affected with emotion, we are happy but sometimes we got hurt. It's normal in every relationship. Past experience taught me that my emotion isn't ready to be involved, not even a slight. But I was a child back then, I act like a typical teenager, where I batched for a love and affection without thinking how awful my emotion got affected. As time passed by, I grow stronger and wiser. I realized I was wrong, love is not all about being in a relationship and having someone whom we can call boyfriend/girlfriend. It's all about finding a person whom you can share all the tears and laughs, ups and downs, blacks and whites. And someone who can accept for who you are, without asking you to change to meet him/her satisfaction. And I hold to what I believe; when it's time, it's time. So for 4 years in time, I wanna stay focus with what I want for now; dentistry. And then only I'll be focusing on marrying a good husband and have a beautiful family. Haha. :P

All of the above is an opinion, neither you nor me is wrong. Everyone's perspective is acceptable. Since this is my blog I deserve to write my own opinion. That's all for now. Enjoy your day people!

xo Aida

Bring the memories on.

Last saturday finally I met my darling, mufy malek since the last time the meet up happened like a year ago? Gosh that's really a while. As usual there were chatting and laughing all the way and I do enjoying myself back then. She is one freaking funny babe and you would really fall in love at first you hear she laughs. HAHA. The hang out just bring out the flashback and I realized how I miss my matriculation life. Despite there was nothing fun in Perlis, they just turned my year into the greatest year of a lifetime. The laughters, the enjoyment, the tears, when compiled together it creates unforgettable memoirs. I'm really looking forward to meet the others, gossiping around as usual. :D

I have my own plan for this holidays so I really don't know if I should search for any job vacancy. I'm sure I'll be enjoying my working life if I decide to be part of it, cause I had an awesome experience when I was working as an admin at Pacific and that's simply because the people there were really crazy, seriously you don't have an idea how it was, not even a slight. The crazy-ness, the madness, the controversy, HAHA really fun though and I don't think I'll meet this kind of people and this kind of enjoyment in the future, TRUST ME. So I'm in a consideration whether to work or not.

Despite my own plan, more hang outs await! Yeahhhh!

No matter how much you have hurt me, you won't see me cry anymore. I won't stop smiling and laughing, the price I've paid is worthless compared to what I gained now.

And we should aware, Allah Maha Adil. ;)

Come home, family is waiting.

I've been away shutting down myself from social life since I was having my first year final examination for the last couple of weeks. Yes, my social life is out of balance and I had such a hectic nerd-ing time back then. So I've been busying around with study, self-discipline, and yada yada, boring? you label it. ROFL. But it's over now and I'm glad that I've done it, emm not to say very well, but neither not that bad too. Let the result tells and I was aiming for a pass of course. :)

I've been dealing with different kind of people along the way, and they have been dealing with someone like me too. Different people comes with different attitude, checked. So there's few lesson I've collected back then.

1. first, people love to critic, the judgement saying you're bad, you're not good enough, you need to change, you like this, you like that and the list goes on. At first I try to be at my best behaviour with my best intention but things just got mess as they never appreciate and keep on blaming and asking you to change more and even more. Till then I learned that I'm not gonna change for anyone anymore, unless if I need to though I sometimes went astray from the path. The voice saying ' You're not good enough ' now had completely gone and I foresee myself as someone better and having a better life. I pray for this everyday. All the torn words and pains, I had enough and I'm over it. ;)

2. Secondly, after 1 year of strenuous works I soon discovered that I'm really sure with what I want now and for whom all this hardwork for. For myself and my family of course. First year is a real tough, but more works is waiting for me, I've been planning and dreaming where I would be in the next 5 years and this is a good start. Oh now I sound so adult-ish, you just have to bear with me cos this freaking 20 makes me a chronic dreamer of a beautiful future. But like they said, kita hanya merancang, Allah yang menentukan. ;)

3. Thirdly, forgive and forget is a good value that I would like to keep it high inside me. I can easily asked for forgiveness and forgiving people is not such a big deal for me, being the first one to articulate tongue saying sorry. Don't get me wrong, not saying that I'm such an angel. What I mean is, I can be wrong, I can be a total jerk sometimes and soon as I realised it was me who brings the problem, apologizing is what I did. I have no problem lowering my ego, but the question is, how about you my reader? There's certain people I've known, whom have a good self esteem about themselves, always felt they're good and comes with complete packages, but too bad, apologizing is not part of it. :)

4. Fourthly, I believes family comes first. When at certain time you just felt lost and when at time you hide yourself with nowhere to go or no one to count on, always remember, there is someone out there loves and cares for you endlessly.

I have some plans for this long holidays but I better keep it low. Not gonna expose my to-do-list here or else things turn out nothing due to showing off. Haha. But now I am too lazy to do anything, probably will start the hang outs next weeks onwards, and yes my dear babes (especially the gediks) I miss you guys like hell! :D

Till my next post peeps, buh-bye!

A twist in my story.

These days aren't easy anymore.

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive.

Bring me home.

T__T

Kill me please ;D

I feel like going Old Blossom Box or Pastelina (i spell it right kot).

Arghhh!

I badly wanna shop!

I feel like heading to Forever 21 AGAIN!

Seriously I want that brownish shoes.

I would gone crazy on things in brown! ;DD

Something like this but in brown.

Mummyyyyy!

tsk tsk

Don't read this please!

I was stuck awhile with no idea of writing anything. I feel like updating you but seriously, you are boring (yea i'm bored yea i know, haha!) urghh. Exam is nearly around the corner, and my study is out of nowhere. Oh crap, I hate this feeling, like a pain in my ass you know. (too much explicit aida, shut up!). And since our time table now is filled up with revision classes, we have this urge of skipping classes cos some of us lacked of sleep back then. But imma good girl oh yeahh. I don't feel like skipping my classes nor I don't neither enjoy it. Yea called me nerd I love it, haha. I don't know, I just feel right about this, you know, a feeling of being blessed by our lecturers especially at this critical point of my first year. I feel good about it. I feel, hurmm, 'angelic little aida'. daymmm! You gotta be kidding me. ROFL!

Err, okay, I'm out of idea now. Meet me when exam end. Muah!

ps : It's lame I know right. Haven't I remind you for not reading this? Told chaaa!

blerghh.

Seriously I am hell bored.

I'm suffocating here.

3 Weeks left ! This kinda freaking me out.

Urgh!

Retrolicious Baby!

Dental Night Dinner is one of the biggest event for Dental student in UM. Each year they come with different grand themes and styles. This year, which is my very first year of involvement, the theme was Retrolicious, brought us back to era 70's/80's of agogo style. It was held at Crystal Crown Hotel, Petaling Jaya. People were fashioning beautiful suits and damn glamorous accessories. And of course there was few performances from different batches. First year students prepared 4 different performances, which in my personal opinion, takes 3 hectic weeks to produce a well-perform presentation. Too much unpleasant things happened on that 3 weeks and luckily at the end, things turn out quite good last night. ;) Last night me and my best girls shouted hysterically so forgive me, I think I had gone drunk yesterday. Haha.

Oh have I mention that my hair in pink last night? HAHA.

Band from 2nd year

First year performance

Second year

5 tigers from first year. Koh Khai Kent awwwh!

Best dresses

Band from final year

Band from first year

Edward aawwwhh! I love guy playing this stuff!

First year

Mr and Ms Personality from final year

Oh and by the wayyyy, my eyes caught one senior from final year wearing a beauuuuutiful suit. We (my table-mates) stumbled when she entered the hall wearing that suit last night. Too bad I don't have the picture.

So overall, thumbs up for DND 10/11. Well done to every participator, the hard work is paid off with full of satisfaction. Voila!

So that's all from me, I'm pulling off. Bye bye :-)