Thursday, July 29, 2010

Exultant is Bliss.

A demeanour reflects your personality in various perspectives. As time progress, you will gain maturity and started to sketch your own life, fashioning it with different colors and thoughts. When I soon realized that I am big enough to direct my own storyline, I managed to act like one. I don't solely depends on others as I believed I can stand on my own feet. But yes, it's okay to ask for help cos a single help might useful enough to build your own episodes of life.

I am almost fully psyche to face everything beyond my expectation. And absolutely there's great people behind it all. I don't want to post an entry showing my appreciation and affection towards anyone but to be honest, they deserve to be mentioned here cos I was bloomed by the way they treat me. Everyone was being so nice here. Friends, seniors especially my buddies, Kak Kinah and Kak Zara, lecturers, and the list goes on. Frankly speaking, all of them give a voluminous joy for me and they have been helpful enough to gain my confidence.

Yeah, I strongly agree that life as a Dental student is pretty tough, but I always find space between ticking time to socialize and spoil myself. So mundane life and boredom never featured in my vocabulary. But in these 2 or 3 weeks, I might occupied myself settle things up cos I'm semi-conscious of what have been taught to me as I always get too comfy and eventually fall asleep during the lectures. ROFL. XD I need to fix things up or else I'll end up with repeating my whole first year once again while my batch-mate is enjoying their second year. LOL.

Before I end my entry, note this, don't come at me and admit yourself as one of my fellow if you never convinced me before. I used to give full efforts to win our friendship but you never care. So it's too late now if you wanna show your affection and your care towards me. I laughed till my ass out thinking over your action cos you sounds like a miserable pathetic person to me. Shame on you.

And a reminder to you-know-who, stop acting like you're such a good person and I'm such a young bad ass. I try to ignore you but you had crossed the line. Stop telling rumors and fabricate incessantly. If you wanna tell the story, start it from A to Z, don't you just pick up the chapters and afterthought so that I sounds like a bad person in our situation. We both know well what's happening between us. Be mature please.

Enough for now. Have a nice day people. Muaxhs! :)

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Random Thoughts.

I was fully occupied for one whole week. Orientation week was a total hectic and i was completely exhausted. I didn't get enough sleep cos well, at home i woke up every 1 or 2 pm. ^^" there's a huge difference between 5.30 am and 1 pm. Sigh. I couldn't even believe myself that i'd made it throughout the week. Big clap for myself. ROFL. But overall, i enjoyed myself tremendously here. I have the instinct saying that something good is gonna happen soon. But i prefer to lower down my expectation. So let just keep the thought safely to myself.

Oh have i mentioned, i saw my seniors from SERATAS here. Kak Anne was not the only senior i saw, but she was the one who handled the orientation week at my college. And guess what, she's my floor-mate too! She's only two rooms from mine if i'm not mistaken. What a fate. Heh. I don't have any idea how i'm gonna face her. Segan kot. ROFL.

And bout roommates, there's 2 of them. Frankly speaking, they're approachable and i think i can get along with them. But one of them was ex-PASUM. So she already have her own PASUM's friends and she's a kind of doing her own things in the room. I don't think that she has the intention to mix around with two of us. Well, obviously i'd tried to have a conversation with her but i guess it takes time to work between us. Nvm, i'm okay with it. Everything will be okay in couple of weeks. I think we're gonna be a good roommates. :P

Oh btw, the course, Dental Surgery i'm taking sounds a bit tough. The timetable given is so pack. =.= But i found out it's gonna be quite excited. Yeah, i love it!

And in case you wanna know, i appear way differ from i was before. People thought that i was a Chinese. And when i said that i'm a Malay, they thought that i'm from Sabah or Sarawak. Funny. It's kinda hilarious act. ROFL. But i love it, at last, i'm being ME. No more fake Aida now. weee. So people, accept me for who i am TODAY.

that's all for now i guess. I'm not in the mood of blogging act. So just a random post here. Take care people. Muahs.