An Unexplainable Yet Irresistible

" Sayang. From this day onwards, I'll make it my priority to love, to
cherish and treasure Aida Hernita. 1.1.11 is a good date to start.
You are my future,and 20 is the right time to start planning for the future. I want you to know that whatever planning I have for my future, you're part of it. Have
a great 2011 sayang. Sorry, it took me long to get into your life.
I should've been here earlier. I love you cik ted; forever and always. "

I wish I can freeze the moment. It almost took my sanity at time your eyes shoot mine. I love you. And I meant every eight alphabets spilled. I'll stay with you Amin Mokhtar. I'm not telling an empty promise. This is my vow. ^_^

So HAPPY NEW YEAR people! Let's start a new sheet! May this year turn out good for you, me and people around us. :D

ps : someone have extremely misunderstood about my previous post. As if I had break up with Amin Mokhtar. LOL. So funny of you Hyzann! My previous post has nothing to do with him. Mine is still standing. Forever it will. :)

Shattered

Recently, I've been thinking a lot about you. I couldn't sleep playing back myself leaving you when the last time we met. Knowing the fact that you're no longer around accompanying me through the hurricane, it sometimes hurts. And sometimes I regretted of saying goodbye and turn away from you. Is it a mistake? I don't know, in fact, I never want the answer cos no matter how, you're already gone. You moved on. I moved on. Life have another plan for both of us, I should bear that. And that's how it works now. Period.

Indescribable

I don't know what else to do.
I don't know what else to say.
I don't know what else to think.
I don't know how else to react.
I don't know what else to tell.
I don't know what else left.
I don't know.
I really don't.

What's next?
IDK.

Confession Of A Shopaholic

" Practice moderation, God told us so "

It is awkward for me to start my entry with this kind of quote, cos well, I'm not that type of person and everyone here know bout it. My day usually starts with indecent jokes and loud laughs. This quote had been told by my Oral Biology's lecturer, Mrs Zubaidah when we were discussing about Development of Oral Tissues in Bilik Seminar this evening. Her word caught me as in the next minute, I started to fathom how I've awfully spent my cash in these 2 weeks. Oh My God! I really need a rehab. I've been a terrible chronic shopaholic who couldn't arrest her eyes from clothes, shoes, handbags etc. And the latest thing on my mind is this newly published perfume ; Marc jacobs Lola. You don't have any idea how I desperately want that!

With so much of distraction around, I don't know how I'm gonna save my money and stop spending over unnecessary stuffs. LOL. My mom is gonna continuously blab right on my face if she knows how much I've spent my cash. Yes I need a rehab. I need to rest, but the problem is, HOW? LOL. I couldn't handle myself, I wanna spend moolah ! XD

Yeahh!

I love my new permed hair ! :D
Now I don't appear like a typical chinese girl anymore.
Not my intention of being racist.
But no more re-bonded hair from now onward.
Damn bored la weh.
Weee!

Thousand Miles Await

Pictures hide billions of words
I love you most ^^

Frankly speaking, I don't know how this thing work. Still, thanks Miss Alia for the tag. ^^

ps : No matter what, I'm always here. Period.

Once Upon A Time Starts Right Now

In order for my 100% physically and emotionally preparation for second semester in Dental School, I have deactivate my Facebook's account cos I discovered I have this chronic addiction towards it. I spent too much time on it and I'm pretty sure I need the rehabilitation. LOL. Few friends rang me and one thing on the surface of their tongue, do I deactivate my account because of my bad result? or heart broken? or do I have chronic depression? Haha. You guys are so funny man! First, I haven't get my result, yet. Second, I am one happy bird now, Third, yeah, I feel extremely depressed because I'm lack of money now and I desperately want to shop, again. That answered the questions. So people, since I'm 24/7 not available on FB, please dial my phone number for any inquiry, I am totally approachable there. :)

Next.

I am overwhelm with your affection. Your presence resembles drug and I couldn't resist you even for once. Those fairy tales that people used to story to me is getting vivid and sound so true now. Once upon a time starts right now. Hugs and tones of kisses. :)

Stick with People who Keeps You Stand

After a long journey for the last 2 days, I make up my mind to have a rest today by not going anywhere and watched TV at home. Oww have I mention where the hell have I been for the last 2 days? I'm taking off to Bukit Merah with my beautiful Zealous gang. The journey was awesome even truth to be true, Bukit Merah wasn't as hell fun as any other water theme parks on earth but then, it's all about people behind it. Zealous is freaking rock, we chatted and laughed hysterically there. Yeah, the flashback started again. And of course, there are variety type of people we met along the journey. LOL. It's funny though, really. You don't have any idea how speechless we are.

We stayed at homestay nearby with worth RM66. After all the enjoyment we had on that day, we canceled our plan of staying up till morning cos we were too exhausted. Of course we did chatting and gossiping around but then everyone gave up when clock ticks at 2 am in the morning. Except for Yana and Arin, those two lovebirds were too excited after not seeing each other for a while perhaps. I don't have any idea why they were so active while the other of us already snored like a zombie.

And now we're looking forward for Langkawi trip for next holidays. Hopefully this time everyone can involve themselves since it has been ages since the last time 15 of us spent time together. ^^



Last night I've made a big mistake by doing that till I end up falling asleep after a long silent sobbed. I thought I was strong enough to deal with it, but I was totally wrong. All those feeling of insecure I'd buried before came across my mind and overpowered my sanity last night. I was thinking of refusing your call but 22 miscalled eh? That was just irresistible. And when I heard of your voice this morning, I know I had excessively fathomed over stupid things. Then all of words you had uttered before lingered my mind and without realizing, I carved a tiny smile while on the phone with you. Funny how I can fall on this sweet talker. LOL. But still, I stick with you now. Maybe I don't destine for you in the past, but what's matter now is our present and the future. Yes, I already get over with my irrelevant thoughts. No worries okay. Hold on tight don't ever let go. I stick with you sunshine. Love you. ^^