Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Shake the Glitter Baby.


I'm happy now, I do. Life is fair enough for me. My life is not depends on tossing dice or gambling. Look high at great opportunities and goddamn I have fun friends. I realized I need to pull my old friends and keep them from running away. I feel that I'm so selfish but that's Aida, always being eager to find more friends. But blamed me not. I don't have any intention for being such a snobbish person. I've been through a really hard time back to 2, 3 years before. Friendship is my biggest fear in life chain. Though it may lead to heart broken. I used to give fulltime effort to win my friendship and keep it from falling apart. But it's proven, people changed, people never stay the same. I'd been abandoned by an ex friend and even I'm offering friendship for her, she never accept it and let everything left unspoken. Seems like her attention given to me was a completely farce after all. But now, I can held my head up to space. I can show my popular joker face in front of her without feeling inhuman anymore. I enjoyed everything I've earned now, it's beyond my expectation till it took my sanity. Danggg. There was a great people behind every single fun we experienced. :) I won't mention anyone's name here cos I don't want to show my appreciation towards anyone, or else they will 'Perasan'! ROFL. I guess keeping it to myself sounds more fun. XP.

And the best part is, I'm living my life at the utmost admiration and affection. I'm impressed with everyone's genuine intelligence level and at the same time been able to balance their social life. That's what we called, BEAUTY WITH BRAIN. Can you see the point?

Next, to YOU, I'm sorry if all this time I act such a burden to you. I'll try to stop bugging you at chatbox cos I'm worried if you'll get annoyed later on. So buzzed me if you free okay? :)

Oh one more, I love acting such a bitch! XP So I don't give a damn bout others' thought. Get the hell out from my life you troublesome. Your attention is not needed. Thanks.

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